Oh Me Oh My

In just over 24 hours, I will be what I used to considered "officially old"... yes that's right. On Friday I will be 31, no more turning back the clock, though I have considered going backwards and turning 29 instead.

Do I think 31 is old now? Hell no! I barely think 60 is old now!

I will be spending my day with my favorite boys.... my boyfriend and my awesome son. My parents arranged for a babysitter and they are taking me and BF out for dinner to a place that doesn't have burgers in wrappers or pump your own ketchup canisters! This will be my first time going out for a meal without Ethan; yes in almost 3 years I have never gone out anywhere for something to eat without my child, I have never been away from him overnight either, and I really don't plan on it any time soon.

I am kind of excited to get to go out an be able to have a drink without feeling that pang of guilt, to be able to order an appetizer and not worry if Ethan is going to melt down by the end of the meal...

All in all it shall be a day without a ponytail (I actually plan on straightening my hair and wearing makeup, soemthign that never happens!) and a day to be happy to be 31!!!